One Honest Mistake

Really now, all you ever need is to make one honest mistake in life, and your whole life changes. Of course, there is forgiveness, and people forgive you. And then there is the stupid head of yours that continues to make mistakes. And you're so blind, you don't notice it. You keep making the same mistakes.

One day however, you realise your mistakes. So you try to control them. 'OK, the next time i do this, i WON'T make the same mistake', and so you try. And you manage to hang on much longer before you make the same mistake again. But a person should never give up when knocked down on his knees. 'So i'll try again, and i'll try not to make the same mistake'. And you try, and try and try, and each time you do, you get further and further to NOT making the mistake.

One day, it worked. You didn't make that mistake. You suceeded. But what does the world look at you now? No, they don't say 'congrats!' or 'Good job on all the tries you made, it finnaly worked'. No, your whole life has changed. Nobody believes you no more. Even though you tried so hard, it don't matter any longer. Instead they take things wrongly. Now you are hated. Someone that people want to avoid.

At this point, you don't know what to do. You can't tell anybody, what for? For fucks? Nobody believes you. My friends, if any of you feel the same way as i do, pitch in and sit in the same boat.

-From a depressed mind at hand-
-dudu-