Grasping your memories, and moving ahead

We all have bad memories. Memories that hurt so much that they're enough to put you down whenever you think of it. Memories like these can hold you back. Well, they certainly held me back. I've been stuck in a hole for so long now. And it doesn't get any better if you continue to whine about it everyday. Your hole just gets deeper... & deeper... & deeper. Until nobody knows you exist anymore. They know you as a saddist. One that hardly becomes cheerful.

Im glad i've gotten out of that hole. Now i smile much more frequently. No hidden sad feelings inside. That was how i used to be. Im Me again. Sure, those memories are still inside. When i think of it, indeed it still hurts - but never consumes me anymore. Im moving onward. Keeping memories with me to remind me not to allow myself to get into a hole again.

Nonetheless, theres a song in my head, that i can't seem to get out. The words seem to match perfectly to what my thoughts describe. So i'll let it out here, so i don't have to stock it in my head. And hopefully i'll let it go, and let my blog take the heat xD.
Ps ; the words in bold are the ones that mean the most to me

Celine Dion - To Love You More

Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more

Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way

I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more

-dudu-