If things could have been different then

Suddenly I just thought,
That I needed you to know,
I would have asked you,
If I could relive 1 year ago.

Sometimes I just wonder,
How things would be like,
If I had asked & you said yes,
Wouldn't you think I was blessed?

How was I to know,
You meant so much to me,
Until it was too late,
Only then I began to see.

I just wanted you to know,
That if things could have been different,
I would have given my heart to you,
To let you know you mean more than the world to me,
And I'm ashamed to have let you go.