Sharon's farewell =(

Sharon Lee is leaving Malaysia soon.. =( Just had a farewell party for her yesterday. We were there at 7pm and started arranging candles.. Turned out to be like this..

(it says: 'FORGET US NOT S'RON') haha, we had to spell her name as '' s'ron '' because we ran outa candles =P

Then we called her to the park. And when she came she was just like:haha.. there there sharon ^^

and then we were just taking photo's and playin around before walkin to mcd to have our dinner. haha.. more pics are with sharon so will post them another day.. until then~ we'll miss you sharon!

-dudu-

Because of you

So many things have changed because of you. I've become a different person, from who I used to be. Perhaps not to the eyes of many, but to a few. I've re-entered the world of blogging. I even tried out poetry. I behave differently in school. I wanted to become the cheerful me again, and i put in effort into that. i don't know how much i've suceeded in that, though. And all that, you could say, indirectly, was for you, was because of you. I can't say it was a good thing; cant say it was bad either. because of you i've learnt and felt much. These 2 months have thought me a worthy lesson. And that, i suppose, is a good thing.

I lost you as a friend once. I have lost a friend that meant much to me before. It really stings. Then I had you back as a friend again. And then suddenly its like you want to avoid me. Its like you don't even wanna know me anymore. What did i do? - whatever. you made your wish. congrats; so i heard you're leaving.

This probably means nothing to you don't it? well then you wouldnt care even if i posted this. you know who you are. im not angry. im not pissed. im just sorry.

-dudu-

End of a long weekend

aah, finally carnival day is over. What a tiring weekend. and its coming to an end already. now i have my school gerak-gempo tests coming up for the form 3s. fugg that man.. oh .. just watched pirates of the caribbean 2 again today for the 2nd time. haha. the 1st thing that made me laugh in the movie was the subtitles at the beginning of the show. 'Lanun-lanun lautan caribbean: kotak lelaki mati'. lol. damn. its interesting how they make such a nice sentence go so bad.

well there isnt much to blog about i spose. im way too tired. time to go back to school again to prepare for my trials. =/. until then. adios!

-dudu-

Worked up & Worn down

This weekend is going to get me pumped with adrenaline and crawling like slime. I have a pretty tight schedule coming up. Lets see,
Friday > In school till 5.30 to set up my game. tired. then at 12.40am, catching a movie with my sister and bro-in-law. expected to end at abt 3am. Wow, not much sleep left ahead.
Saturday > Heading to school at 9am to set up more of my game. staying there till 5. Then going to play football. then continueing for an uncle's birthday dinner. zzzzzzzzzzzz- STOP
Sunday > aarghh. waking up at 5. have to be in school by 6. nooo, i want my zzzz. Carnival day today. So expected to get worn out just like everyone else. Once this is over, aahh, then i can have my zzz. No school on monday.

Ever experienced that mood where ure blood is rushed and pumped to move, but ure body simply isn't? At 1st ure like all up, high and jumpy. and then nobody reacts to your mood. then you just gear all de way down to 0. and eventually u hit reverse and fall on ure back. face all black n moody. ppl wuld thing u're goin thru some PMS or somethin.

Pmr trials are in less than a month? omgwtfbbq? puurda pundek. now i gotta start opening text books.. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.. maths, history.. fugg you man...

Ok, at 1st i was all pumped up to post this. Now im geared to 0. going to hit reverse soon and fall asleep before finally waking up an hour later to head 2 de cinema. Good thing is i wont be having any dreams tonight. goin 2 hit the bed. nite guys.

* and as how de ladies in school say goodbye : muahs muahs. iLu *

-this is so not me, pardon my writing. i just need to move my fingers on somethin-
-dudu-

Carnival Day

Aaarrrhhh, Carnival Day is comin up. F*cking school is trying to make us sell tickets and do a hell lotta shit for the school. Were like making stalls and all for carnival day and we ain't gettin our model back. So basically were just spendin n spendin for our dearly un-beloved school. Oh and by the way, No Mr. Wong, you're 'not' forcing us to sell the tickets. Just so you know, your daily morning announcements just pisses me off more and more each day.

Supposed to set up my water-fight stall. Had to get out of class for a few periods today to do work for THE SCHOOL. Unfortunately there are some real idiot teachers in school who are so mighty protective over their pride that they wouldn't believe me when I told them what I needed to do to get out. I even took the time to explain my situation to her so that I can get out and finish the job. But noooo, apparently I was rude to her (for explaining i suppose) and im lying about the entire situation (omgwtfbbq retard?) Alright then, the next time I need to get out of class, i'll just make you a cup of tea, keep things short and just ask if I can get out of class. That way I wouldn't be rude and I wouldn't be lying now would I? That throws my chances of getting out too.

As we grow older- the world becomes uglier and uglier. I remember when i was in primary school. I used to look up at teachers with utmost respect and go WOW. You're a teacher, you're real smart, i'd totally listen to you. But as we grow and develop mentally, we begin to see your inner stupidity. Until it comes to a point where, shit, i see that you know NOTHING at all. You're just an idiot that didn't do too well in school and took up a teaching degree and now you're passing on your dumbness to us. Lookin at this in the long run, Malaysians will continue to grow stupider and stupider as generations pass. Because the stupid ones become teachers.

Good luck to my dear cousin, Larry for his upcoming job interview in Singapore Airlines. You're always my no.1 cousin man. Now go show them singaporeans what you're made of and kick some serious ass.

Just an update to keep the live wire running
-dudu-

Italy wins the worldcup! (nooo!)

Italy won the worldcup by a 1 goal penalty difference! noooooooooooooooooo! And Zidane got red carded! (that was a brilliant headbutt to his chest tho) Ahhhh, crap. Now we have to wait another 4 years again. Imma hit the bed, night~

-dudu-
p/s : i got the message. i feel sorry u cant tell me ureself.

Yesterday...

So Lynn's party was last night. Was at 1u from 10+ in the morning and then watched a movie with Henry, Lynn, Cindy and Zoey. Den sambung-ed to Lynn's house at abt 4 something. Helped to set bbq fire with henry n david while getting splashed with water & shandy & coke. =.='. The party was quite alright. All in celebration for Lynn's 13th birthday! Though it hasnt arrived yet so im not gonna wish her.

Oh oh, i got her a soft-toy turtle. Its like so round n squishy. hehehe. Shared present from Me n David. =D

Then after that i was just exhausted. Wanted to stay up to watch the Germany vs. Portugal 3rd place game but i fell asleep 1/2 hour into the game. Slept allll de way till 12. Which leaves me here right now. blogging!

Hrmz, my trials are in a months time, soo its time for me to push things to the side abit and endure a pain-suffering-torturing 3 months preparation for my damned PMR. Can't wait till everything is over, i'll go crazy when it ends. =) Don't worry i'll still post. Cya'll around!

-dudu-

A Dream Of You

Feelings of loneliness vanish,
No more - I set them free,
To see your smile tonight,
Whole again - thats what i'll be.

As I look upon your eyes,
Memories of that day appear,
I've longed for a day so similar,
Now it stands before me so clear.

As I listen to your voice,
I wonder if this is real,
My heart so free from demise,
Is this love that I yield?

But my dreams drift to an end,
Now its you thats sailing free,
As I shed a tear into the sea,
Lonely again - thats all i'll be.

-Dudu-

Originially hand-written on Thursday, 29/06/2006 11.50am
Edited and posted on Monday, 03/07/2006 8.28pm